Being a perfect person is kind of impossible, but at least we try. Being a student in J College had challenged my self-principle and changed my perception towards others. Ok now, may I changed to write in Malay... It is much easier to express my pure feelings right now.
Honestly, Nieyl mrupakan seorang yang serius, pegang kepada prinsip diri sendiri n x suke ikut style org lain. Maybe that's why I don't have any 'clicks' or group. I love being alone that's for sure becoz I don't like to wait people. I love to talk, for me living in a democracy country means everyone has their own right to express their opinions. Tpi bile masuk J College, I was quite shocked, n got a serious culture shocked with my new friends. Mybe bile ade some of my friends from J College akan prtikaikan knpe Nieyl x prnah mention pon pasal ni? I got my own reasons...
For 2 semester, I didn't realize about my mistakes n the worst nobody ever told me what kind of mistakes that I've done. Nieyl ingat lgi, waktu dlam bilik. Ade la seorg hamba Allah ni masuk bilik Nieyl nak jmpe classmate wha is my roommate. Xpe la pasal tu. Suddenly she asked a question. My roommate was not able to answer it so I try to answer the question which is related to our homeworks. You know how she respond to me, dye jeling dngan lirikan mata dye seolah-olah dye x nak Nieyl yg jawabkan soalan tu.
Story no 2. In my class there was a guy. A handsome but annoying one. Waktu forst time kitorang jmpe, boy tu la anatar org yg memujuk Nieyl supaya tolak twran ke Jerman n stay je kat JAD. Day by day, he becomes so annoyed yg Nieyl dah x mmpu nak tahan lgi. Ade satu hari tu, dye cari pasal smpai Nieyl ternangis dlam kelas. Fortunately, girls yg stu class ngan Nieyl fham sngat prngai boy tu n slalu tnangkan Nieyl klo boy tu cri pasal but... the other girls from other class expected that I am the one yg trgedik nak cri psal ngan boy tu...
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Story no 3. I love to talk n express my opinion or feelings with other people. Whenever my lectures asked questions, I will raise up my hand n respond to them. Nieyl x sesar yg rupenyer bile Nieyl wat camtu, ade org yg prasan Nieyl sje je nak tarik prhatian. Bile Nieyl fikir blik, klo Nieyl x angkat tngan, diorg nak respond ke. TIDAK... so who else? Nieyl kesian tngok lectures kat depan tu bile dye tnye soalan, xde sorg pon student yg nak jwab.
Based on these stories, what can you conclude? When I told my mom about these, she told me to be quiet for sometime. Until now, I try to accept the facts n try to change my behaviour a little maybe I was too over reacting but, try to think about it over again? if I try to accept them. why not they try to accept me? knpe diorg snggup ckap belakang Nieyl n judge me from their first impression. They don't even know me, and I don't know them too.
So the lessons here, do not judge any persons from your first impression if you don't even know them. Always think positive about others and accept for who they are. Jangan trus tuduh sesuatu klo x nmpak ngan mata sendiri or xtau cerita yg sbenar-benarnye ok. Dont be like those people who I have mentioned above or korang akan membuatkan org len pon trase mcm yg Nieyl rse skrng.
~Strive Hard, Pray Hard~
