nOw, I'm A drIvEr!!!

Assalamualaikum.......

       Alhamdulillah, that is the first word I have said today after I finally pass the driving test in TSDC at Simpang, Perak. It feels like I have just let off a heavy burden and now I'm carrying the heavier one which is the SPM-result-waiting. Last night, I called my old best friend and asked her about this driving test as she had already experienced it. Then, I found out the shocking new. A mother to a classmate of mine had passed away two days ago. Innalillah.......

     I hope she will be just fine and strengthened her soul and so keep her faith towards Allah. As we all know, whatever happens has its own meaning behind it. Insyaallah she will find her success beyond it.

thIngs I wAnt tO dO AftEr spm bUt I nEvEr gOt thE chAnce tO mAkE It rEAl

Assalamualaikum.......

       I don`t know where I should start, I'm so not in the mood today

As one of the SPM candidates in 2011, I've planned a lot of things to do after the exam

such as...

• take chinese lesson formally
• go to the cinema with my sister
• play bowling
• learn how to play guitar
• learn driving
• get a part time job

'fortunately', I only can get one thing which is learn driving. 

Only one thing I am able to do among 6 things that I had listed about a month before SPM!!!

Even though I learn Chinese through internet

but still I have no teacher to guide me

And now I am doing preparation to take a test for my driving lesson

so I pray I can pass with flying colors if that is the only thing I can do

during my SPM-result-waiting break

Ya Allah, I hope I can get a good result for my SPM and can further my study away from here at the overseas with my good friends,

so that I can do anything that I always want to do in my whole life,

so that I can made my own decision without disturbance from the outsider,

so that I can be someone that people in my country and all the muslim can be proud of.......

Amin, Amin, Amin.......

p/s : there is someone said, "always practice to like what you  get, do not always practice to get what you like". I want to adapt that quote into my life.......

 

The 1000th Love

Assalamualaikum.......

       This is gotta be my first post. I don`t know how to introduce this new made blog from me. But don`t go, please....... There is a story I want to tell you....... How about if I start the story, and you end it? Let`s say this is gotta be my first post to share with you.......

       ~ There was a girl, Ayiem. An ambitious and superb hardworking girl. She had a little sister, Arien. Well, Ayiem was prettier and always became more in anything compare with Arien. Actually, I introduce Arien just to let you know that Ayiem had a little sister so she would no be alone. One day, "I love you, I love you and I love you" Ayiem said that repeatedly. She kept wondering where in this world the words coming from? When  she should said it? Whom she supposed to mention it? She only had a little sister to be loved from her bottom of the heart. And today is the 999th of 'I love you' that she had said to her sister since she was born. "Ya Allah, you know how I love you more that anything and anyone in this whole wide world eventhough today I have said the 999th of 'I love you' to Arien. I have take good care of her almost 20 years and now, I`m looking for someone who can take good care of me for whole my life, someone that I will give him my 1000th love. Ya Allah, I`m begging for your clue and together with your no-boundary-knowledge to show me the person.Amin......." she prayed during a Qiamullail.

       -------However, at another place, time and another person is also pray the same thing-------  

       

       ~ "Ya Allah, I have dated with 999 girls outside there and have tired to keep on doing the same sin. I don`t want to do this anymore. Please, help me to find the 1000th girl who I can always keep and lock her at the bottom of my heart for whole my life. I feel so regret with myself. Do I still have the chance to get your love? Please show to me Ya Allah. Amin......." Izwan prayed one night. That is what we call destiny. He had everything, a loving parents, a charming little sister who was the hottest girl at her college and a very success job. Of course, he will inherit about RM7.7 billion. Then, he will become the wealthiest man after his father. But that is not enough as he only invest the money just to collect the sins at the night club with his countless girlfriends.

              -------I love this part, this is how the destiny meet both of them-------

       ~ Ayiem had offered to be the secretary to Izwan. This was going to be her first full time work. But she didn`t accept it at first because almost everyone in this world know how crazy her boss towards women. However, who else need to work to support her sister. So, she tawakal to Allah and hope that that she will be blessed for her first time job. Well, as she started her job, she totally misunderstood about him. He never tried to take chance over her or tried to do any sexual treat. He was such a polite and very respect to woman like her. Just one thing, Izwan never tried to look into her eyes or even her face. That`s strange for her...

       ~ Ayiem....... his heart raced whenever he called her name to make a meeting report. He could not dare to look into her eyes or even her face as listening to her voice was already make his heart beat faster. No, he could not be with her, She was such a nice and too kind to be with him. If she knew about his past, she will be much further away from him and he did not want to be happened. "Ayiem!!!" he called her new secretary. He  had made his decision to tell her everything inside his deep heart. If she could not accept it, he was ready to it. But if she could, he will be the most blessed person in this world. She will be his 1000th girl and the last one. He prayed for that.......

       ~  Oh My God, she hardly could not believe her what she heard just now. The heir of RM7.7 billion fell in love with her. Logically, she could not accept him for his past and of course they were two too different persons. Honestly, she also had to admit that she felt the same way too. She kept denied her love because of so many reasons. Until now she would like to say it but her mouth kept shut. She wanted to tell him how she was so much glad to work at his side. She really wanted to give him the 1000th love but was it worth it? That had caused worried in her heart. Sincerely, the love that he had shown had made her touched.

       Was he deserved to get her 1000th love? do you think so? or not. Now, I let you finish this story. It is okay if you do not want to finish it with a happy ending because there is too little happy ending in reality.......